twistedelegance

Deviant friends, It's been so long but alas, I've crawled back from my grave to express a few things. It's been 6 years since I first embraced deviantart. Through these 6 years I've maintained a love for art and photography, and made many friends whom I've watched flourish and grow into amazing and respected artists. I've grown from being a bitter, lost 16 year old girl to a happy woman, but there are a few things that have not changed which I'd hope to... While I've watched my friends dabble in their artistic curiosity and bloom as the years progressed, I've seen myself at somewhat of a standstill. As much as I love photography, it's nev

It's been over three months since my last entry so here... take an update!!! It's late and I need to sleep but I figured I'd share a post from a couple of months ago when Michael flew to Australia for a couple of weeks! This is quite long, so brace yourself for an eyesore! "I don't really know how to feel right now. Sitting now alone in the darkness of my room and reflecting on Michael's trip here. On one side I've been miserable - the moment he disappeared into customs I have felt hollow and consumed with emptiness. I had so quickly adapted to having him around and the idea that I won't even get to touch, kiss, smell or hold him again for

For this upcoming year... I have a determination to make more of myself and to become more independant so that I can stand on my two feet alone. I have always played a victim but I think it's about time to train myself into a survivor. I'm sick of living my life letting other people's problems weigh me down and pull me to their level. I've literally spent my entire life dealing with someone elses lies and filth and for once I would like to feel like I have something pure in my life. Something solid and strong. I feel that perhaps I deserve at least that, if nothing else. I have been bitter and angry for too long, and I need to set myself